• Breakable me

    This post isn’t about a book, or fabulous characters, or even an idea or a notion for a new plot.  This post is a little more personal. 

    I’ve been writing non-stop for about four years now. And when I say non-stop, I mean every day, every night, for four years. If I wasn’t in front of my laptop, I was writing long hand with a pen and paper. And if I wasn’t actually writing, I was thinking about character conversations and plot ideas. I dream of my characters.  For four years straight, it literally has not stopped. 

    I work full time in a kind of stressful job and have two young kids who have sporting commitments every day after school, and out of the last eight weekends, I’ve had only two at home.  In a nutshell, RL has kicked my arse of late.  I would sometimes function on just a few hours sleep – sometimes none at all. Up until last week, I was trying to write for an anthology, as well as meet a deadline on another WIP – feats I’ve done easily before.   I have tried to please everyone, and be everything, thinking I could keep on doing as I had always done, but you know what? Something had to give. 

    And apparently that something was me. 

    It got to the point where the mere thought of having to write, to form words, reduced me to tears. I couldn’t even look at my laptop without feeling like I was losing my shit.  It felt like an unbelievable pressure – like I couldn’t breathe.  I’ve never experienced anything like it.  Stress. It’s a funny thing. 

    I’m not complaining, it’s not anyone’s fault. No one makes me write, but me.  I should have seen the signs, I should have pulled back sooner. 

    Well, I’m pulling back now.  I’m taking a break – I don’t know for how long. Maybe I’ll need to start writing again tomorrow, maybe next week, next year, I just don’t know.  My characters are still talking to me and I still adore them.  I will finish them.  How could I not?  I will get back to chatting and laughing on facebook and twitter with the awesome people I’ve met there, (I’ve been checking in on facebook but I’ve been hesitant to comment or participate)  it’s just right now I’m taking some time for me.

    My current WIP, the third installment in the Turning Point series (Point of No Return)  is at 20K words and remains my top priority.  The Australian Outback story I started  but stopped, knowing it was going to be too long for the anthology it was intended, is at 8K words and I will get back to it. The little tennis fic I started will probably end up in the bin. It’s just 4K and is utter crap.  All other sequels will just have to wait.

    I have six books coming out between now and February so it’s not like I’m disappearing (seven if I can get this WIP done). I fully intend to be back and writing and get back to where I was –  I just need a mental health break for a week or two.  I’ve had some amazing reviews come in this last week, and I’d like to thank everyone sincerely for the very kind words.  I just wanted to write this post so people wouldn’t think I was being a snob or being ungrateful. I really do appreciate it guys, seriously.

    So on a parting note, I shall leave you with a gif from my current obsession.  I am totally and completely enamored with Agron and Nasir from Spartacus (well, mostly Agron, but Nasir too, k?)  Please enjoy this gorgeous couple, and I’ll see you all around soon!  


    The above gif isn’t mine. I saw it on tumblr and had to share. 

    Below is the MOST AMAZING YouTube fanvid I’ve seen.  There are just no words.  I literally watch this several times a day.  The maker of this vid has some serious skills. So when you watch on YouTube, be sure to give her some love. Anyway, Agron and Nasir (Nagron) have been my escape, this last week in particular.  I adore them.   <3

  • Breaking Point Cover Reveal

    So I was given this gift by the very talented cover artists at Total e-Bound for Breaking Point.


    I will post release dates and buy links a little closer to time, I just wanted to share… 🙂

  • Point of No Return

    Point of No Return has been re-released!!  

    I’m so excited about this. It was the first book I ever submitted for publication  (not my first release; Taxes and TARDIS was an anthology release and beat it to the table).  To say I was devastated when it was taken down would be an understatement…

    But Total E-Bound took it on, and it lives again!! 

    Here is the new cover…


    I’ve added about 9K to the story – a few extra scenes, but mostly adding depth to conversations, editing and fixing a few things I’d wish I’d done the first time around. Essentially the story remains the same. 

    You can buy it now from the TEB site  HERE    It will hit other sites like Amazon in about four weeks 🙂

    The sequel, Breaking Point, is due out late October and I’m currently working on the third and final book, titled Starting Point.  Matt and Kira have been a huge part of my life. I adore them. I hope you do too. 

    My character inspiration pics, just to remind you are:

    Matt –


    Kira – the most gorgeous Marlon Tiexeira *sigh*


    The cabin at Wrightwood:

    wrightwood cabin

    wrightwood cabin inside

    You can actually rent this gorgeous cabin, in Wrightwood, where these boys go. Site is HERE

    The plane hangar:

    plane hangar PoNR

    And then there’s this…


    I hope you love these boys as much as I do. I love Kira – his strength, his heart and his ability to love.  I’d love to know what you guys think…

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